Wednesday, July 29, 2009>

As the saying goes...

It's better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all

Sorry, i beg to differ

maybe i'm am just a pussy who cannot let go.

I rather not feel the aftermath of a failed r/s.

I rather time turns back and i'll be a better man.

i rather hug my grandma and enjoy my moments with her.

Nevertheless, i never regret knowing her.

*cries like a pussy cat*

黑夜将城市笼罩 
想念蔓延在细胞
想妳的拥抱 
妳的微笑 
想到快要疯掉
爱妳到莫名其妙 
上了瘾无可救药
没有妳 
会死掉
我不再开心的笑 
痛苦在胸口燃烧
在妳离开以后 
寂寞把我逼进了墙角
不听别人的劝告 
才掉进妳的圈套
现在知道 
却放不掉 
世界慢慢的变老
戒不掉对妳的依靠 
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗 
相思的煎熬
戒不掉妳对我的好 
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我 
我无路可逃
就是戒不掉对妳的依靠
我不再开心的笑 
痛苦在胸口燃烧
在妳离开以后 
寂寞把我逼进了墙角
不听别人的劝告 
才掉进妳的圈套
现在知道 
却放不掉 
世界慢慢的变老
戒不掉对妳的依靠 
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗 
相思的煎熬
戒不掉妳对我的好 
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我 
我无路可逃
戒不掉对妳的依靠 
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗 
相思的煎熬
戒不掉妳对我的好 
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我 
我无路可逃
就是戒不掉对妳的依靠
就是戒不掉妳对我的好

entry posted at 11:30 AM
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Sunday, July 26, 2009>

pain..

the pain started on 25th July 2009, at 5pm local time..

ended slightly before 7pm..

coming sat, august 1st, 4 more hours of pain..

:( :( :(


我不信命 我信爱情是没有理由悲欢的注定
在我的掌纹中你在哪里
如此的清晰
没有输赢
你是我的命

:(

entry posted at 8:55 AM
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009>



feel so terrible..

maybe i just cannot accept the fact that i got ditched.

i do not wish th pester her.. i know she is suffering...

:(

entry posted at 9:37 AM
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009>

hmm..

i wonder if any of my friends still pass by this blog lol.

anyway, i'm single again.
one of my close friends tell me, 女人要走,留不住。
maybe so.

[i]When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins.[/i]

been through so much together after the 1st breakup, efforts are spend to rebuild them. proposal rings and wedding bands bought together, my dreams were short lived once again. she has no more feelings for me, and has move on. i shall leave the past behind and walk down the road again. it wont be easy for me, but i got no choice..

love starts from a smile, grows to a kiss, ends with a teardrop.

entry posted at 11:19 AM
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