Thursday, December 28, 2006>

i will miss them :(

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my brothers from pscsg. i love u all dipdip :(

*sob*

Decisions are hard to make..
I chose my direction..
Now or ever..
brothers in arm..

*sob*

entry posted at 7:46 PM
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006>

to go or not to go?

went to new co. and check out the packages etc, salary only 4% increase -.- benefits almost the same as my current job.. forgot to ask abt PH pay etc.. anyway, told them that i'll consider.. very hard to make decision le.. help help help!

got free speakers from shaun as he bought a new set from the creative sales we went few days ago.. shiok sia, esp when listen techno. ji teng ji teng hahahahah! as i am typing these, my mum is making noise again hahahahahahahaha buay tahan~! :D

i leave the world today~

entry posted at 12:28 PM
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Monday, December 25, 2006>

Ending 2006..

what a lousy year for me 2006... 1st half of the year was great.. got my cl2, bought my dream bike etc.. 2nd half, crashed my new bike, broke up wif gf. blah. overall 2006 is a painful year for me. few more days before bidding farewell to 2006!

2007, chinese believe its the year of the pig. i'm born in pig year.. means 2007 is a bad year for me as well.. duh! my minimum expectation FY2007 is just to stay happy and healthy.. eh sai boh?!

Anyway, christmas eve, i join shaun yu and joe at winehut. 2 years ago, we were there with the rest of the gang... went to pasir ris after that wanting to fish prawns, but me and joe pull out the last min.. seeing those fish being stepped, and left to die saddens me =(

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Merry xmas~ :D

entry posted at 4:54 PM
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Saturday, December 23, 2006>

so tired~

just reach home -.-

was at her house taling to her mum...

anyway so sorry to 3 of my shift buddies who called me just now at 11pm for last min "operation" at katong... paiseh man, cannot perform tuning for u all to see HAHAHAHA =p

so tired, worked the whole week and it finally pay off when pay day came today! double salary becoz AWS~ weeeeeeeee~ i'm a happy man :D

entry posted at 1:22 AM
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Thursday, December 21, 2006>

aiya

walao, sat morning while eating at kopitiam, lim peh kena jiao sai right on the head, bloody hell, was going for a interview lor! so i tot, must buy 4d.. call up my mum, ask her help me buy, 5 numbers, x 2 days.. kns, nv tio, beh sai also dun have -.- watse my 30$

everything was quite smooth for the interview until the technical questions came. kaoz, all theory forgot hahahhaa! anyway, i'm shortlisted~ will be going down again to HR department nego..

sadly, i still miss her. macam taiwanese drama, never ending... -_-

希望她过的比我好。

entry posted at 12:13 AM
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Saturday, December 16, 2006>

finally~

removed the pics of us le.. time for me to be move on, seriously, even if we are together again, there will still be problems.. she's just too inmature.. i'll find a better one :) move on jackjack kakaka.

suddenly miss michelle and agnes who use to call me jackjack.. time flies...


让你走
我的爱失控
藏在幸福快乐的背后
是我
逃避退缩
放开手
对爱不再有奢求
是非对错不想再多说
眼神交会时候
出卖承诺
泪在留

entry posted at 4:23 AM
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006>



went back co yesterday to do spring cleaning wif JW, lol poor him, he injured his foot again LOLOLOL. Then waited for everyone to get ready, left for serangoon garden for dinner. by the time food came was already quite late... gobble up the food in minutes time lol. took some pics also courtesy of alex's n73 :) will post them at my photo album.

msg randy to help me buy things from jb, got a msg from him that he broke up with his gf.. sigh.. is it a trend now??? will console him if i see him =(

Bought myself a new pair of levis glasses after my maid broke my spare one. she didnt admit, neither did i force her. just kept quiet.. dun want to make her feel bad la.. =)

went to MF to change EO and oil filter for my sparky.. shaun went to enquire his PC3 problems.. seems like after tuning by meng tong, his bike hard to start lol.

raining now, and i'm beginning to miss her.. her working place is near my house, 她近在身旁,却犹如远在天边..

i ish sad sad sad now.

entry posted at 4:55 PM
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006>

break up

we patch up on the 6th and broke up again on the 10th..

so much for my happy ending. sigh

entry posted at 12:17 AM
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006>

memories..

went to boat quay river by myself early morning, was there for an interview so sat by the river, saw couples, saw the beautiful river, memories all came back. took our 1st photo there 2 years ago while i was using 7610..

she had already told me to let go, but i'm so useless, sigh.

直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

entry posted at 12:34 PM
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Monday, December 04, 2006>

no hope

was wif ktv today at cine wif jingwei, ong, and cai... ong claims my singing was good haha ^.^

after that went to buy christmas ring for qiuyi. sigh, jingwei says i'm useless, indeed i admit i am. couldnt find the right one at orchard so i went bugis myself and bought a couple ring.

wanted to give her only either on christams or her birthday, ended up i gave it to her just now -.- fuck me. fuck me again. she wasnt at all touched from her facial expressions. someone fuck me please. i pop the question to her, asking her to be my gf. she didnt respond. someone fuck me harder please.

why am i so uselesssssssssssssssssssss? i know there's no way to recover lost love, 可是我不能自拔。

entry posted at 9:10 PM
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