euphoria will RISE!

Thursday, November 30, 2006>

Taiping->Ipoh->Penang trip

Alrite, a fun trip overall, went to many places, most of the time at temples. it was raining heavily everyday, no wonder they say ipoh is 雨城

Day 1: reached taiping ard 6+ and took cabs to chua's home. unpack our stuffs, he drove us to makan. after that he brought us to taiping lake garden, saw monkeys everywhere and when chua offered 1 of them ciggy, it actually went after chua LOL. set off for ipoh for lunch at the famous hongkong dim sum, damn, it was the best dim sum i ever eaten, better than the 1 i had at sungai petani..

we set off to the find the famous ipoh pomelo, wow saw a long stretch of them, as we walk pass, macam go pass geylang, aunties, babes asking us to try their pomelos -__- anyway, went shopping afetr that..

temples visit was next, as usual, pray for myself, family, relatives, friends and qiuyi.. sigh, throughout the trip, she was on my mind all the time :(

went to search for places that provides spa,suana and massage, end up went into 2 brothels -.- they had the signboards with the word SPA. see see only thats all. found the "clean" one and enjoy ourselves suana-ing, jacuzz-ing, eating, and body massage. bloody hell, 1st time i have body massage, making me pain and itchy when she touch my legs.. eeeeek

nightclub was our night activity, after that its food again -.- Spend our night at chua's house the 1st night.

Day 2: set off to penang, checked into cathy hotel (weee i got the big bed for myself) and went shopping.. drove out to penang again and head for butterworth, for seafood.. knn, call alot of funny creatures, 1st time i eat before -.- cheap also, 120RM for quite alot of food. Drove back into penang, back to our hotel. saw a health centre, walked in and -.- brothel again LOL. The OKT (or jui tao) saw us bioing 1 particular pro. in white and told us she going home LOL.. went off in search for a cozy pub/disco for some drinks.

Along the way saw many bapoks, eeeeks. most of them only aim ang mohs becoz only ang mohs like to poke asshole?? "come on honey, touch me" one shouted across the street. went into uptown bistro and there was a liveband, pretty good band, and babes :D ordered total of 9 jugs along the way but before i could finish, i went back to hotel 1st (drunk, drink too fast)

3rd day: went to temples again, went to a snake temple, and i visited the snake musuem, 1st time held a snake, shiok~ then went to another huge and grand temple, 吉乐寺, its on the hill and we had to walk against gravity in order to reach.

tired right now, good night folks

entry posted at 10:03 PM
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006>

back from msia

As soon as i reach home, my dad told me my nephew is warded in hospital for 3 days.. he's only 16 mths old.. watever he eats, he vomit out -.-

anyway, me rush down wif shaun to KK hospital and seeing him in such a sorry state saddens me :(

he ish so cute right?! he was discharged at abt 4pm just now.. ^^

brought qiuyi to see him as well, after that she came to my house to pack some clothes, i gave her a potrait of us (that i ask someone to draw). i open my blog and let her read.. she cried :( maybe because of the sad song 彩虹天堂...

我还是深爱着你.

entry posted at 5:04 PM
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Friday, November 24, 2006>

met up with weihong, a primary school fren for many years yesterday afternoon, while waiting for him, i saw her alighting the bus -.- yes, i saw her once again! knowing that she off on thursday, i met weihong at pw. ended up, she went back to do facial. fark. how many times must i see her, how many times must she missed me?

很痛苦啊

entry posted at 11:12 AM
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Monday, November 20, 2006>

really sianz

haiz, she called the other day and wanted some things back, so i put it at her doorstep and call her to pick them up while i quickly go away... then she say she want to see me.. i didnt want but my heart melt when she insisted... she grab my hands and we also kissed.. (wtf)

making me hook again sigh

so today i call her, she sounds so sian of my voice already, and true enough we got nothing much to talk.. i told her, apart from love, theres nothing much we can talk abt etc.. anyway, i will stop everything now. really had enuogh, dont give me any false hopes if u cant commit.. anyway, i gave her 1 of my amulets as well, hope my long por koon can protect her..

been working since last wednesday.. off days all go back OT. gonna work till this sat morning.. shag.. then leave for msia, off to ipoh for some "sight-seeing" =D *anxiously waiting*

going to geylang to eat 'you tiao' with shaun later.. a hungry man is a angry man!

entry posted at 10:56 PM
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Sunday, November 19, 2006>

argh, cant sleep so blog in the early morning.. woke up at 4+am and cant sleep till now..only sleep 2-3hrs.. doing facial now LOL.. got pretty drunk yesterday haha.. no abalone HAHAHAHA! Going to work OT soon at 9, money in, money out -.-

entry posted at 7:31 AM
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Saturday, November 18, 2006>

Yet another operation :D

This is what i got from Lee few days ago.. i'm invited! haha

To all the elite swingers of Testes & Mensus (T&M):
Hello gentlemen, hope you have a great swing at the codenamed 'Thai Disco' operation. HQ has just telegraphed another underground mission codenamed 'Ops Joo Chiat'. Assemble time is 2100hr at Paya Lebar MRT, 18th nov 2006. It is to be executed only by the best of the best members of Testes n Mensus company. This is a top secret operation. Only swingers of the email list are invited. Inform any swingers in the email list if you are unable to participate. All right gentlemen, Lets see you remember how to fly. This message will self-destruct in 5 seconds.

***DO NOT SPREAD A WORD OUT***

So tired at work.. sian.. been working alot OT.. what else can i do.. so lonely at home also sigh..

entry posted at 10:30 AM
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006>

these few days dunno why i keep feeling uneasy... maybe that day after riding heavily in the rain spark the thoughts? i had a dream yesterday.. i e brake and crash.. my front tyre no air already -.- sigh

met up wif kelvin who rides a vfr. he getting a blackbird soon.. married twice, japanese wives.. was telling him my story last nite.. and he shared his as well... haiz, seems like humans always have BGR problems..

anyway i was telling shaun, if anything happen to me, (i never had this kind of thoughts before...) theres a letter in my room cupboard.. :(

entry posted at 10:04 AM
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Sunday, November 12, 2006>

very tired!

Fri nite watch slither at my workplace with colleagues.. knn got scared by raj -.- not really horror but disgusting.. eeks! anyway, didnt sleep tru out the nite and went to parkway after work the next morning.. guess wat, i saw her again.. this time her backview, at the coffeeshop while i rode pass.. sigh

bought a bread toaster for weekeong, went to his house warming at redhill.. stuck at the rain for about 1.5 hours, then decided to chiong to his house haha.. got wet in the end hah~ stay for only 30 mins and rode back in heavy downpour again.. really got me scared as now i have phobia for rain.. skid in the rain on my previous bike :(

slept for only 3 hours then mahjong wif my sis and frens at my house till early morning today, then i went to work -__- now i'm really tired, going to find "zhou gong" and hopefully, i get to see her in my dreams.. :(

entry posted at 7:20 PM
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Monday, November 06, 2006>

time to show off..

my sparky =p

still miss my Z alot... met up duane few days ago sold him my Z's K&N air filter.. sian, see ppl's Z make me sad sad :( Anyway, i love my sparky as well :D

entry posted at 9:44 PM
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all over..

Its all over between me and her..

useless me went to find her again, after she didnt want to accept my calls and smses, pass her some of her things and then had some emotional talks. she is heartless, maybe one day i can learn from her as well.. somehow i feel better, getting negative comments from her and a "pissed off" look from her. she seemed very vexed abt this r/s, maybe becoz i didnt gave her enuogh time before, and i keep pestering her. ANYWAY, I HAD ENOUGH AS WELL.

I'm still in the process of doing some things for her.. i'll continue doing and one day when i feel like it, i'll just pass it to her siblings. she complained that i disturb her mum. WTF! i merely had talks with her mum thats all! her mum didnt complain my talks nor did she gave me any cold shoulders. In fact the 1st time round, her mum wanted to call me up!

Anyway, there are still some of her belongings in my house. dont want to give her back, HAHAHA. some face creams, facial wash blabla (most probably will rot). If ever i have a new gf, i promised myself, i'll treat her better than i treat myself. YES, i can sacrifice for love. ask my frens ^^

I ish so sad now! I want go kbox, go disco, do drink.. who can accompany me :(

entry posted at 12:38 AM
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Sunday, November 05, 2006>

Clubbing again

Went clubbing with joe yesterday.. he power la, before meeting me, he had 4 jugs with his 2 frens, then we drank 3. he become alcoholic already hahahaha. knn cnb officer get addicted, call police :D

was very high yesterday, as usual, once i get high, i super "beng", tried to look for trouble =X we talk alot of crap inside the taxi, and joe was singing WTF..

today went to disturb shaun study, very sian dunno wat to do every off days :( then met joe for a while.. since its gonna rain, i came home to blog -.-

entry posted at 7:00 PM
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Saturday, November 04, 2006>

guess what..

i was returning home from night shift just now abt 10 mins ago, and wtf, i saw her again on the bus.. i was at my area traffic junction and i saw a bus 76 turning left, i look up and saw her... sigh

STAY STRONG JACK -.-

entry posted at 10:33 AM
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Friday, November 03, 2006>

Weak.

Been enjoying my sparks anytime man. Riding around these few days.. Bike is very light thus always wobble.. Got cut by cars, trucks, buses, bikes on the road -.-

Anyway, while riding these few days, while listening randomly to sad songs, my tears just roll down. how weak am i. When can i ever be happy again? waiting for that day to arrive..

Right now at this moment, my mind is still thinking about her. WEAK.

entry posted at 6:16 PM
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