Thursday, October 19, 2006>
sad again
Its like falling out of love 2nd time.
We keep in contact these few days, she gave a strong hint she wants to come back. I told her all i want is an answer, a simple answer that i do not wish to write here. i do not wish emptiness, lonely, think of me then come back. all i want is the final answer and her heart.
Too bad, she still cant give. So i told her, i'll be riding again, if anything happens to me, dont feel sad. Within a month, i lost my bike and my precious. God is never fair to me. 有得必有失. i never gain anything, and i lost so much. even if i put on a smiling face, i'm never happy as before. I hate my job, there's nothing much i can do. Bonus coming -_- and i got a bike as a "burden" -.-
有多少爱能从来，多少人愿意等待？ 我会. She gave me my confident, my pride, my everything. But when she left, she took everything away. I need it back... from her.
Dont really want to continue anymore, makes me even more sad. I dont want to drop tears again, i hate that period where i dont feel like a human..
好人终会受伤.
entry posted at 10:39 PM
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