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i lost my LP thuat today.. only realised it at 10+pm after leaving ktv.. :(
went back but cant find it anymore..
is this fate?
i lost so much things, i gained 1 back, a bike. now i lost my thai amulet.. so sad :(
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Weeeee finally got my sparks, really happy went around my area trying the bike.. slow compare to my z.. miss my z alot :(
went to 1 of the thai disco at golden mile, damn happening :D bill came out to ~$700 but i dun have to pay a cent :D played some technos and brought back alot of my techno days.. very long nv listen.. quite sad these songs.. to me la
sigh.. still feel lonely as usual after she left.. love is lost, hard to get back... at least i got my sparks to accompany me.. hope i ride safe and those stupid drivers and riders better dont come near me !
happy belated birthday joanne :D
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Ok, this is what i got from my email today..
To all samsters, bradders, partners in crime,
This is your captain speaking. It is high time for our long-awaited exercise titled ' Operation joo chiat'. The sky is dark, the ambience is sleazy, the beer is aplenty and the top of the list..... listen hard THE GIRLS ARE PRETTY AND DELICIOUS. Yaya, I know i know, sergent solwin please restrain yourself. As the name implies, it will be carried out in joo chiat and we will move on to other places if need arises, assemble time is 2230hrs because we will be attacking in the night. Please take note. So what are you waiting for? Soldiers, this is our show, this is our war, we are going to make and end it a memorable one. i'm outta here. Please forward to those that i have missed out coz i dont have their mails.
*solwin is a guy*
This email is from Lee, the funny guy LOL.. cant stop laffing at it. so decided to share wif ppl here ;)
Anyway, heard from JW that his ex msg him today again, saying she wants him back. omg.. cant even imagine if it ever happens to me.. sigh.. i hope to let things go.. its bringing me alot of pain..
Will be getting my sparks tml.. damn it.. my insurance is 3 times more now becoz of the previous claim.. 1.1k+ for a 3rd party insurance.. got to ride safely, prevent fire and thief -.- whats more important is, i wont feel lonely again with a bike to rely on. My LP thuat, LP kun and my LP mee-chai will protect me ;)
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chiong two days ktv in a row, monday wif jw and yesterday wif my frens total abt 10. very hard to sing cuz everyone is after the mic. lol
she came to join in for our steamboat for 10mins and ktv session for about an hour. my frens watch me holding hands wif her.. all were asking wat type of r/s is that? i dunno.. i'm so sad. she doesnt want commitment and she doesnt know who to choose.
i kept telling myself i'll give her time, but yet everytime idun see her, i feel lost. i know i'm living in a fairytale, thinking that she'll be mine one day..
had a chat with wendy who once told us, that we wont last... she just told me that i'll have to wait becoz my ex's life is going in circles ?? i know she meant to say she's immature and doesnt know what she wants right now..
seriously, i hope things get better and for me now, i really dunno wat to do... sigh
went to bikeshop today claim my check but IC not ready.. how to do my transfer of my new bike.... argh
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Early morning, was in soo kin's car and i saw her at the busstop :( almost 1 mth i didnt see her already :( how coincidence..
Was suppose to go joo chiat pubs with my frens but end up last min i put aeroplane. sorry guys, something crop up at home..
Busy day at work yesterday, tester down and jayven and me spent hours after hours repairing. some improvements but tester still not up. Thanks jay, he was suppose to do other things hahahaha.. Thanks for the drop at eunos too :)
We called up james for some chit chat and omg, missed him deeply :( eevryone felt safe whenever he was around, his technical skills and troubleshooting is really good. James... :( now he enjoying life elsewhere :D
Anyway, end up i went out at 12+ midnight to eat punggol nasi lemak myself and some alcohol. felt very hungry, didnt eat much the whole day. smoke 1 pack of ciggys thou =X Drinking alone is very lonely :( so i left in just 10 mins. hah!
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Its like falling out of love 2nd time.
We keep in contact these few days, she gave a strong hint she wants to come back. I told her all i want is an answer, a simple answer that i do not wish to write here. i do not wish emptiness, lonely, think of me then come back. all i want is the final answer and her heart.
Too bad, she still cant give. So i told her, i'll be riding again, if anything happens to me, dont feel sad. Within a month, i lost my bike and my precious. God is never fair to me. 有得必有失. i never gain anything, and i lost so much. even if i put on a smiling face, i'm never happy as before. I hate my job, there's nothing much i can do. Bonus coming -_- and i got a bike as a "burden" -.-
有多少爱能从来，多少人愿意等待？ 我会. She gave me my confident, my pride, my everything. But when she left, she took everything away. I need it back... from her.
Dont really want to continue anymore, makes me even more sad. I dont want to drop tears again, i hate that period where i dont feel like a human..
好人终会受伤.
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Yeah, going to view the spark135 this evening at my place. hope the deal goes through.
Was pissed off yesterday, told my mum i buying a ~5k bike. she say ok, then i big mouth say num plate also bidded. ask me wat num, i say 77, WTF. she kpkb say "dont do things make ur parents worry la"
CB. just becoz my previous bike was 7777 (sold it away) then she make noise. WTF! farking superstitious. that 7777 wif me for 2yrs plus, nv had problems wif it, then crash already, start pointing fingers at my num plate CB!
QUIT BEING SO CRAPPY PLS! I DO THINGS MY WAY!
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... is actually not bad afterall. Been going out very often, dont have to report duty to her, dont have any commitments, not bad.
Today is 1 mth "anniversary" of our break up. Slowly, i'm letting things go. She still calls and msg me. I told her i wont see her. I dun want to get back the feelings like i had 1 mth ago. Physically, i'm dropdead that time. I dont want to sink deeper, with only me and myself inside the cave.
Anyway, didnt manage to buy the 100 bucks bike. KNN, promised got box got erp, end up simi sai also dun have. Now got new target, spark135. very ex as it only lauched this year. Money money money...
Yesterday, went out wif JW go queensway then orchard, HAHAHAHAHAHA we go find tammi. HAHAHAHAHAHA. search the place and finally found her working place hahahahahahhaa. pretty babe. too bad she's "taken" LOL.
All the best to JW, his ex got a new gf, and he himself also dragging some things with another gal. Take care brother.
Thanks shaun for the nasi lemake delievery. anybody wants punggol nasi lemak? there is a hotline to call for free delivery. msg me for the hotline :D
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Sang K today again, with jingwei and call along jayven + his gf
lol we 3 had names starting with J
Throat is extremely painful, yesterday sang so much, haven heal much and sang today again lol.
Went to WJ house swim, and scrap my elbow, bloody hell, my skin torn out and started bleeding *pain* had a haircut later and as said, went K :D
She sms me yesterday but i didnt reply, today she called, :( i told her i still miss her :( anyway, she said i could still enjoy my life without her, (told her i sang K, went out wif frens blabla) WHAT YOU EXPECT ME TO DO? STAY AT HOME AND CRY FOR YOUR RETURN?
sad mood again sigh
ps. thanks shaun for helping me with the bike matters :D owe u one, but u owe me money HAHAHAHAHAHA
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So much things have happen recently,
I crashed my 4 mths old new bike, total loss it
My gf left me
My life changed in just 1 month..
Goodbye Z :(
This is a pic of my Z without most of the accessories. Regret not taking more pics of her.
Anyway, will be getting a LC for transport usage, sharing with shaun. Most probably i will be riding it cause he already has his own bike.
Whatever is lost, i can get it back. How about love?
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Name:bigdeal
| Since Nov 5 2006 |